Monday, February 16, 2009

Respite Cares-Story time!

As, I stated in my last blog, I am volunteering at Respite Cares weekly and it has been one of the most empowering and moving experiences ever! This has really helped me decide what I want to do with a good portion of my life. I have fully and almost completely decided that Occupational Therapy with a concentration only on children is what I want to do with my life. This place is more amazing then I ever thought it would be, and the kids are so amazing. This is more then a service site. I originally signed up to do service with them because I had to do 30 hours of community service somewhere here in Fort Collins, and these people were at the CSU volunteer fair, so I picked them, because nothing else really sounded fun. 
This service site is a place where parents can drop of their kid(s) who have a disability for as little as 15 minutes or up to 2 weeks (continuously sleeping over). They can also just come during the day while their parents are at work and everything (just like a regular daycare in that sense). They are charged between 60 cents an hour to five dollars an hour depending on their financial standing. The ratio is 2:1 (two kids to each adult) which is FANTASTIC!!! and with volunteers they try to get it down to a 1:1 ratio! It is a great place, and I love volunteering there. 

STORY TIME!

So, I have been working at Respite Cares for a few weeks now, and when every Friday when I go, there are the same three kids there. Nick, Nathaneal, and Skylar. They all three are around the age of two (plus or minus a few months), and they are all almost non-verbal. As the weeks have gone by, Nick is starting to try and say things to me, he has Downs Syndrome. Then there is Nathaneal, and that kid is so freaking energetic it is crazy, but he is amazing! He does talk, but it is so hard for me to understand what he is saying, or for any of us to understand what he is saying for that matter, but he doesn't seem to mind, he just keeps talking and as long as you continue to pay attention and play with him, it is alright. The last two times I have gone and it was my time to leave, Nathaneal cried! It was so hard to leave! ah! He was so cute, and it makes leaving even harder, and that just shows that this is what I was meant to do, and they do like having me to play there! 
So, now there is Skylar! She is the sweetest thing ever, well, when she wants to be of course! She is totally non-verbal and when I first started volunteering there, she would refuse to do anything but sit in someone's lap, which made me nervous, because when she was sitting in mine and every time I moved, she screamed her head off! It freaked me out so much, but it is alright now. The second time I went there, she wasn't as clingy, and she was sort of doing the walking thing, but it was too hard for her, so she just scooted on her knees or jumped up and down as she went down the hall on her knees. Everytime we moved to a different location, i would stand her up and hold each hand (just as you would when a little one was learning to walk on their own) and she would take like 5 steps and either demand to be held or would scoot her way to the desired location. She has ankle/short leg braces on both her ankles.
Well, week three comes along (last week) and I get to Respite and Nathaneal is playing with another volunteering for the time being and so I begin to read with Skylar as Nick plays with his truck and sort of listens to this story. Well, a little while later, a few of us decided that we should take the kids to the gym to get some energy out with the jumping toys and slide and that stuff, and just as I always do with Skylar, I put her on the ground and stood her up and had her walk the way to the gym and she did the walk without a fuss! It was fabulous! So, right there I could see a lot of progress in one weeks time! It was amazing! The most amazing, and touching thing that happened that day was when Skylar wanted to get on the slide. i grabbed both hands and we began to walk to the slide, at which point she wanted me to let go of one of her hands, and so I did, and she began to walk the rest of the distance with just one hand assisted! It was amazing! As we were walking, two of the staff members asked me when she started doing this, and I told them, that it was the first time today that she was doing it, and they were so excited and stated that the last few days they couldn't even get her to walk the length of the gym, which is only about 15-20 feet or so, and here I was, walking with her with just one hand being used to keep her balanced, i wasn't even really helping her. It was so amazing to be apart of that! These last few weeks have been amazing and I am so glad that I got to be part of Skylar's progression into walking! This was a moment that I will never forget, nor will I ever want to forget! Examples like these are what have made me really stick to Occupational Therapy with a concentration in children especially infants. It is so special to watch the kids that you have been working with on different things, progressing, and being able to grow to an ability that others would never have thought could come about! These kids need as much chance in life, as we have been given and I really want to be apart of that as they continue to grow and be apart of our society!

I also volunteered on Valentine's Day with Respite Cares. They allowed some of the families that are apart of Respite the chance to bring their kids and any siblings for the night for free. They had thirty kids, and with the staff and volunteers there was a one to one ratio, and being on Valentine's Day, i thought that was amazing! I was with a little toddler, who was about a year and a half old, and she was not disabled. Her brother named Jackson has Cerebral Palsy, and he is five years old. I worked with Jackson the first day I was at Respite for about 10 minutes and then his family came to get him. His sister Reese is so cute, and at first she refused to leave her mum and dad, and actually made herself sick by throwing up, so we had to deal with that for a while which really wasn't fun. I am one of the people that cry when others are crying, so it was really hard to see her crying, because all she wanted was her mum, and there was no way we could do that... but just like most kids do, she got over it, and was happy again so we played and made some crafts and then made a strawberry mouse and it was a great night for Jackson, Reese, and everyone else involved. 

This is going to be a great service agency and starting this fall, if i want I can apply for an actual job, which could be interesting, but I am still unsure if that is what I want to do. All I know, is that these kids are amazing and they are and always will be the highlight of my week! I love them to death!! 

Spring Semester Thus Far

Wow, the semester thus far has gone by tooo fast! I cannot believe that it is already the 16th of February! I am planning my spring break trip with my group and it is just too crazy to think that we are leaving for break in just a few weeks! 
This semester started out very rough, and I missed Colorado Springs more then ever, but after a few weeks it got much better. The classes I have now, are really just stupid, and I don't know why I really am in them. I am taking Human Development and Family Studies and that is okay i guess. We don't have tests we just have three essays that are no more then 500 words in length. I am also in Chemistry and Chemistry Lab and those are even lamer. I took the easy chemistry because i didn't want to be stressed out through some program that the higher chemistry has, so it is some what boring, but hopefully as the year goes on it will get better and we will actually begin to learn some things. I am also in Speech class, and that is an interesting speech. I had my first speech at the beginning of the month, and enjoyed that, surprisingly! We have three more speeches coming up, and our next one I will be talking about Tinkerbell, so that will be interesting... haha, but at least it will be easy and it is something I know about and will be interested in talking about. So, those are my four actual classes, and then I have two other classes for my Key Service thing, and those are Monday and Tuesday nights which SUCK! I also have an online class for Occupational Therapy and that has been interesting. There is lots of reading, but it is very interesting and at first i was very unsure if OT was for me, but after my service project (described later on) and doing this class, I have decided that it is what I want to do for a good chunk of my life focusing just on kids! I also have choir at 6 every Thursday, and am supposed to be doing it Tuesday also, but have my Key Service class, which does not allow me to skip, so I must go without choir on Tuesday's but it is alright. So, overall I have like no homework, and am quite disappointed in that, but am learning to deal with it. LOL. 
So, overall school has been going well, and things are going alright. I am putting in my official application for England this month or early March, so that is pretty nerve-racking! I am scared that I am going to pick the wrong school, and not like the experience at all. I am also really wanting to go to New Zealand, so i am scared I might regret going to England vs. New Zealand, but I am going to stick with England because I have family over there, and i will be back to the US, just in time to start the summer classes I will need to take, in order to make up for going to another country for that semester. So, now I must find a job over the summer to get some money coming in for the trip. 
Also, just like any other school and just like high school, there of COURSE is drama! OOh my goodness! I never thought I would be apart of so much drama as I have been for the last three weeks. Apparently something happened and Nathan and I are no longer speaking and the whole second floor of Braiden Hall are acting like two year olds, and it is a mess. I don't know what happened all I know is that, we are no longer speaking and no one really knows why. There have also of course been the heartbreakers and the crazy people in relationships. Like two of my ex friends are now dating, and they didn't even know each other a week before they got into this relationships, so i am waiting to see how long this really lasts, but i guess I support them, although I am not really sure if you can support someone that you are not talking to? Who knows, all I know is that this place is full of drama and I am so ready to get my own apartment! That is what happens when people live in tight quarters for so long! lol, ooh the joys of college, although I would have to admit I wouldn't have made it through the first semester without the people on the 2nd floor, no matter how much they act like two year olds now! 
I have also began to volunteer at Respite Cares for my service site and that is the most amazing thing ever! Respite Cares is a place where families who have kids with disabilities can drop them off, for as little as 15 minutes, and as much as 2 weeks straight (continuous overnights). They are open 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, which I find very wonderful and they charge the parents anywhere between 60 cents and hour to five dollars and hour, which is fabulous for these parents! The price depends on financial stuff, when I didn't get too much information on, because my only duty is to play with the kids. I play and play and play the whole time I am there. I am not allowed to discipline, feed, or change/ take a kid to the bathroom, because it is a liability issue, which makes since if you sit and think about it. I have gone there for about 4 weeks now and it has been the best experience of my life! 
So, thus far this semester things have had their downs, but have also had some ups and that is amazing! I am hoping the rest of the semester goes great! 
I hope you all are doing well and things are going fantastic for you all! I hope to hear from you soon! 
I love you all!
--Jennifer