Halloween

Wow, this week has been another crazy week. Ups and downs, but it was well worth it. 

It really wasnt' too bad. 

Zachary called to tell me he had a girlfriend and I was like "hmm, okay?" i really don't care? haha, he thinks i care but i really don't. I am the one that turned him down when he brought up the idea, not the other way around, so he should be the one that is upset. He confuses me, but whatever, he is a good guy and i am glad he found someone to love him and make him happy. I guess he just wants me to care more then I do, but its hard when I don't really understand the reasoning and the things he has chosen to hide from her. His life, not mine.... just waiting for that call to say they broke up. 

Anyway. I got my purity ring, and have chosen to wear it. I am still a little questionable about it, but it is something i want to do for me right now, and if i change my mind later after in a relationship then we will see what happens, but for now, i would rather get into a relationship with a guy who knows and can visually see that i am waiting until marriage and then change my mind after a while then get into one, with that being the only thing on his mind. 

Halloween..... Angela and I were going to have a friend over for the night, but her mom decided that she wanted to go to the movies with her instead, and Eddie and Nathan ended up backing out, so it was just the two of us. We watched Texas Chainsaw Massacre and i seriously laughed through that movie instead of being scared or screaming/jumping. I apparently am not a good scary movie person as this has been the 2nd  one i have laughed through. We also watched The Nightmare Before Christmas and The Bucket List. 

On the spare of the moment i decided that I would send a "Happy Halloween" text to Oliver as i do on every holiday, not expecting anything back, but he did! He sent a text saying he was in town and wanted to get together! It was amazing! I was so excited! So we got together at about midnight :) He is a great guy, and if i can "become the person you (me) are in text" we will have a second chance. I don'tunderstand that i am different from text to person, but apparently i am and will work on that. I want this second chance and am grateful that i could actually end up with one! He is a great guy, and I am thankful for that surprise last night! It was a great Halloween. 

Today I went to Walmart and got candy for 50% off which is great! It makes up for not going trick or treating or having the left overs from handing it out. 

I hope to hear from you. I hope your Halloween went great! 

I love you,

Jennifer